Love, unsettled

No responses
No replies
No consequences
Uncountable cries
She’s in control
The emotions tremble
around the thoughts of


She could be doing this
or that
or with him
or with them
or with her
or with all

While I have no possibilities
of that
with anyone

Fucking pretty ass woman
controls my heart
but keeps it beating
without squeezing it tight enough
to crush it
so recovery

Fuck my life.

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Recently moved back to the States after living 16 months in Vietnam. I write to remove the thoughts trapped in the cobwebs of my psyche before the spider envelopes me whole.

2 thoughts on “Love, unsettled”

  1. Perhaps she’s not the one.

    Perhaps you did the same to her.

    Perhaps you gave her too much power.

    Everything happens for a reason. You just don’t what that reason is yet.

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