jambalaya of thoughts

i am doing drugs by myself again
i am drinking wine by myself again
i haven’t slept again

it’s almost noon
the sun keeps peaking through the curtains

i need to DT
i need to read CB
remember that girl kiki?
i appreciated that freebie

my muscles keep cramping
the dehydration is catching up

remember when men made all the decisions?
that was a dumb idea.
a guy must’ve made that decision.

i’m going radio silent
not going to silence the radio
i’m going off the grid
i don’t fit into this grid

i’m drowning you all out
it’s time to leave you all behind
this world is too cruel for me
with all its beauty

cut my head off
watch my body curl up
put me to the fire
and feed your brain

this writing thing is my only saving grace.

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Recently moved back to the States after living 16 months in Vietnam. I write to remove the thoughts trapped in the cobwebs of my psyche before the spider envelopes me whole.

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